not a bad one

     Today was not to bad of a day. Dennis went to work on a tile job he is doing and the two oldest boys Justin and Dacoda went swimming in the lake and went fishing all day. These poor kids must be gluten for punishment because these white boys came home really red sun burnt and hurting bad.
    
      I got some good news and some much needed answer to some prayers and some financial issues I have been having and it looks like in a few weeks something will be a little better.

     I also got some bad news today. It appears my baby brother Shawn all 6ft4" and 374 lbs. of him ,who just got out of prison 6 months ago couldn't not seem to stay on the straight and narrow and ended up back on the drug "ice". I am praying he is not sent back to prison he has so many issues and he needs help and prison isn't the help he needs. I pray they will send him to a rehab for the drugs.On the other hand I am so pissed off at my sister Brandy and my bil I do not understand how he could work for them and they not see that there was something wrong with him and tried to do something before it went this way for him. So, now if I want to see my brother I have to go to Huntville detention center for now to see him.


  I have not been sleeping well for the last few days its almost 1 am so I am hoping I can lay down and go to sleep but, Im not counting on it. I can lay there till dawn and watch the tv then once the sun is up I can fall asleep so fast its very odd. I feel that its still other lying health issues going on with me. Not sure if its pinned to mental issues or not.


  I also talked to my mom today and let her know I was not going to be able to make it out there. I also hinted around to her about coming to see us. It would be a nice change and my family never does come to see me so I think if they want they could come here just as well as we go there every year.