pain go away plz...

When does it ever end? Why? I just do not understand any of it. For Dacoda to run to Austin, Texas and live with his bio dad just baffles me. His dad has never been there for him since day one. For example of day one. I sat in a stupid rv trailer all alone in serious labor pain while he went to borrow a truck to take me to the hospital and took almost 2 hours to return because he said he had to feed the horses first. I get to the hospital and I am already at a 10 in the parking lot so I am rushed upstairs into the O.R. while James just leaves don't stick around and check on me or nothing he was supposedly taking Brittany our daughter to a babysitter but, he doesn't get back to the hospital till the next day because I find out later he is to busy screwing another women while i was having his baby all alone.My adopted parents came a 3 hour drive and held Dacoda before his own father did. James is and will always be a piece of shit in my book. Look in the dictionary for the definition of a weasel and you will see his picture. I guess Dacoda has burned so many bridges he has to find some new victims but why he wants to go live with that man and that mans new 3rd wife who btw isnt nothing but,another bar fly just like James is is just freaking messed up. Your suppose to love your children unconditionally but how can this be possible when all your child has done is hurt you and slapped you in the face over and over? I want nothing more then to go to Austin and punch the crap out of a few people.