I survived this Wed. Its almost midnight and then this day will be over with. Today is my little sister Tabitha's birthday and I found out from her mom that she is spending it in jail. I want her to have a good life and I want her to get away from the drugs. I have offered her a way to get a new life and a new start but, she says she will and then has her excuses. I think jail might be the best place for her no matter how much I love her then in Oct. I hope the judge gets her to a rehab where she can get the help she needs. I know her children need her and I know she needs to straighten up her life.
We went to church this evening Calvary Baptist is a good church but, I could not help but wonder as Dennis and I sat at a table together yet alone where do I fit in?Everyone has there own little clicks. Sure they are friendly to us while at church but no one really embraces us. I know it is wrong of me but, I know I never really fit in anywhere. I want to have that family feeling so bad. Is it bad to want someone to accept and love me and have me a part of theirs lives as I want them in mine? I know God love is unconditional but I find good christian people still judging. Maybe its because we aren't wearing the nicest clothes, we are broke?Heck I don't know but, I find it hurts me.
I got this sent to me in a group I am in today and wanted to share it on here also.Makes me think even more. I thought I had found a place I belonged but, I don't know anymore.
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I
have for YOU, declares the LORD.""Never give the devil a ride; he will want to
take over the driving." Dear Woman of God, Be still for a while and praise God
for His favor, His grace and His awesomeness. God is able to do the impossible
and is always near. He loves us unconditionally. Together, let's get 1000 ladies
to praise Him with one voice in this next hour. Please forward this to every
woman you want God to bless. Let's all say this prayer during this hour: Dear
God, This is my friend whom I love and this is my prayer for her. Help her live
her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her
expectations.. Help her to shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to
love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs You the most, and let
her know when she walks with You, she will always be safe. Amen! Now you're on
the clock . . .Tell nine sisters you love them, including me. Get going girl!!Do
not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps if you are not willing to move your
feet.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
survived this hump day
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I do indeed love you my friend and sister in Christ. This is the first time that I've made it 2 your blight as I am not one to do much nonlinear other than check my wall a few times a week, send out scriptures. & if I feel up 2 it; play a game. I'm trying 2 learn texting on the cell phone my dear husband bought me a few months ago. U would think I'd be more savvy but it's very different from my computer.
I wanted 2 ask u if u ever just walk up & join in a conversation with the ladies at church? Sometimes we pervieve that they don't want 2 get 2 know us when honestly they might not even be aware that u feel like they r snubbing u. Also, they might feel that you're not the "chatty" type & r giving u your space. I really think that it"s more about stepping right on in there & show them that u r the bright, beautiful & funny lady that u r. Please love yourself lots more & know that u r indeed a wonderful person. If u want 2 talk call me anytime
My home phone is a Huntsville number 649-1317 or if u have cell u can call me anytime 832 459-0153 we use Verizon so it doesn't cost me anything but not sure about your provider. I want 2 hear from u :o) Cyn
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