closure....

     
     I just don't understand why R did what she did. I still don't understand any of it! I just know I am hurt and would like some closure. How hard is it to email back and tell me why you are not my friend anymore for the 10th time! I know this time was different I wouldn't allow you back in my circle to hurt me again but, I guess in a tiny way I did some because you hurt me, WHY? What did I do? Why didn't you ask me what was going on in my life and be there for me?Instead you walked away without a word. You are a coward! Why did u bother to come back into my life only to walk away again so easily and again no closure...you are such an evil , cold hearted being. This is all the closure I get so here it is I will never ever allow you back in no matter what after 10 times maybe less but, even 2 times is to many now. I am done. I hope you get all you deserve.