this week...

     I haven't written in a few days or so. I need to update on whats going on with me. Lets see this past Sunday Dennis and I finally found a home church and are trying to get to know our new church family by attending a revival they are having there all week. The evangelist there this week is David Crane and he is pretty good. He has moved us several times this week and tomorrow night will be our last night for the revival.


     My youngest son Joshua who is 11 went up front to be saved and I and Dennis was in awe of gods work within our children recently but, the youth leaders told us Josh may be to young and did not understand what he was doing when he went up front to be saved.That kind of hurt my feelings to be honest. I am hoping though that when he gets involved in Sunday school and youth on wed nights he will learn more about the lord and what that decision means.


     I found myself thinking about my ex best friend Robin this week. I really feel sorry for her and how she must be a really miserable person with the life she has and how trapped she is. However, I cant be friends with her ever again she hurt me to much and wants to blame it all on me. I claim my faults i'm not perfect sometimes I say or do the wrong things but, I don't have a switch like she does and just throw friendships away as she had. I cherish my friends a little more then that. I do miss her though even with all the rubbing raw and stuff.


     I have an appt with tri county tomorrow. I am hoping that I can get in with there services. Maybe this time I should try to stay on my medications and then maybe I wont get so depressed with life when it slams us to the ground again. Dennis is still looking for work. He beats the pavements everyday. We have faith something will come through soon.
  
     I am still rocking on with my schooling just completed my second college math course I had a finally grade of a 79 which for me isn't bad at all. I was excited. I am now into American government class...can you say "BORING" I know it is to me and something I find no interest in.
     Okay I am going to close and get to bed "I HOPE". I have the oddest sleeping habits I get to bed about 2 or 3 am and I don't do early mornings. Good thing my appt in the morning is at 10.