Fathers day

     Once again Fathers day rolls around. I really hate fathers day! Well maybe I hate more that I have never had a father in my life who was not abusive and a POS child molester. I wish I had gotten a chance to know my real daddy. I was so upset at 18 to find my daddy just to find out he was already stone cold in the grave and his father my grandfather rejected me. What is it about family that is so lacking on my part? I keep thinking it has to be something about me. Oh boohoo right!!? No! Okay gonna stop feeling sorry for myself now.