had a concern...

     I am the first to say the last few days I have been an emotional wreck. Dennis said I just need to stop the med tri- county put me on because something isn't right. He thinks they misdiagnosis me but, hey he isn't a doctor and he said well the doctor who put me on this crap has seen me just once and I said I know I'm just getting on this crap and trying to stop this roller coaster I am on. I am also having complications with my diabetes for the last 4 days my BG has been in the 600's which isnt good. I have been so thirsty and the potty has seen a lot of me,major dry mouth. Looks like I may be on my way to the ER real soon to get insulin shots to help get my BG down some. I don't think the pills I take are enough but, since I do not have insurance they will not put me on insulin that I need which is stupid.

     I am having issues and I know my husband very well its others I don't trust. Its sad to say the first and only time we meet this women was at a bar called Mangos that my step son was playing at. This women is my step sons mother in law too. Tall fake blonde if you ask me even her boobs are bought. She was all over my husband that night and didn't seem to care his wife was just a few feet away. Well she recently added my husband on FB see now I wouldn't of had an issue with that if she had also added his wife which she did not so I turned around a few days later and added her to my page just to see what was up. So far she hasn't contacted my husband so I don't know why she just had to add him. Trust me he is head over hills in love with me his young almost 39 year old wife who yep is on the plump side but that's what he likes darlin..lol not tall ,skinny,fake, and bought. I have to say this isn't a good way to get on the good side of this family.

     I know I shouldn't be so insecure but seriously show me a person who isn't at times. Its just that we have enough going on without some outside force trying to play with our minds. Sometimes you see things coming at you and you just want to scream I am a child of God ...Devil get the behind me because I am not going to let you hurt or break my family. The devil does come in all forms you know.